great expectations

it's not fair to expect great things from anyone but myself.
it's not even fair to expect passable performance.

but that doesn't make it feel any better.

it's actually gotten to the point that i feel like if i want something done well, maybe i should do it myself. doesn't matter if it seems menial or drudgework. does that sound bad?

maybe i shouldn't go any further with this

anyway, it's been an ok day so far.

and bang's high school graduation is tomorrow. and i'm freaking proud of him.